coolohoh | ah really happy right now

why? because i managed to get my prof yesterday to be my referee... and the indirect supervisor from my fyp - whom i've not even met before... agreed to be my referee. so now i have three referees. meeting tonight was canceled and i feel like coming home right after the morning meeting so that i can mass apply for jobs. hopefully now with three referees things will be a whole lot better... sighz i still think that I'm going to be stuck in this job for quite a while though. this is bad bad bad... of cos I'm hoping to get into an a-star insitutue fast... but then i don't think things are gonna happen that fast even if i eventually get a job... I'm not sure how long i can keep up this pretending game of mine and all...

arashi side... i've not done tv reviews in ages... and i think i wont be able to do any in a long time still. now I'm pressed for time to even finish watching all of the week's arashi shows... :X
also... i got the rainbox exchange fic due tmr... got it done halfway already... just have to find time to follow thru... its easy for now though... I'm just writing pairing w/o using the prompt... and one of my fav pairings at that... but well later on it'll get harder... this will be like, the 1st time I'm writing base on a prompt given by others :)