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Moving on...
May. 11th, 2020 12:45 amWow. It's been longer than I thought since I last posted.
Thought it was only a week ago.
Oh wells. I've been playing maplestory M for a while now, well, since it's release in SG. And it was fun. Was. Met some nice people, and that's kinda like the only reason why I'm still in the guild, still playing. Today one of the oldies quit, and with it, two others who've been wanting to leave the guild but hadn't will leave now too. And as for me? Idk man. For now I'm still hanging on, doing the daily guild fort. But really for the past few months, more than half a year already I guess, I've not done anything more than logging in daily to check in my attendance, and do the 2 min guild dungeon thing for 3 characters. Maybe guild fort if the timing is right. Ah and yes, starting auto battle for the rest of the day. That's about it. Playing, but also not really. And it's just not going to change. I yearn for the game that PC maple once was, but isn't even anymore. I've had my Dell lappy for a month now and I've not even downloaded maple. It's just... Yeah I still thinking about the game and I probably will download it someday... More for old time's sake and to fulfill my curiosity to see if my characters are still clothed or have becoming naked - hacked into basically... It's been years since I last logged in after all. But really... I don't think I'll ever get into it like I did previously. It wasn't the game that used to be and as childish as I think I still am, I'm not the kid that I once was either... For good or for ill. I have a job. I have new interests. New hobbies to spend my time and money on. New toys and new games (literally and figuratively) to play with.... Nostalgic yes... But just like how my PI yearns to go back to the lab sometimes... Things will just never be back to the way it was. He'll never be able to be back doing wetlab, not unless he does something drastic like quit his job and move elsewhere to set up a new lab I guess. And as for me, I won't ever get to experience that maple of the old. That kind of wonder and excitement. Grinding quests and levels. The much more hardcore game mechanics. It's gone, never to come back again, and shall forever only exist in my memories.
And now, even if I were to find games to binge on... Maplestory M just isn't it. And it too, will only be a matter of time before I leave the guild.
Thought it was only a week ago.
Oh wells. I've been playing maplestory M for a while now, well, since it's release in SG. And it was fun. Was. Met some nice people, and that's kinda like the only reason why I'm still in the guild, still playing. Today one of the oldies quit, and with it, two others who've been wanting to leave the guild but hadn't will leave now too. And as for me? Idk man. For now I'm still hanging on, doing the daily guild fort. But really for the past few months, more than half a year already I guess, I've not done anything more than logging in daily to check in my attendance, and do the 2 min guild dungeon thing for 3 characters. Maybe guild fort if the timing is right. Ah and yes, starting auto battle for the rest of the day. That's about it. Playing, but also not really. And it's just not going to change. I yearn for the game that PC maple once was, but isn't even anymore. I've had my Dell lappy for a month now and I've not even downloaded maple. It's just... Yeah I still thinking about the game and I probably will download it someday... More for old time's sake and to fulfill my curiosity to see if my characters are still clothed or have becoming naked - hacked into basically... It's been years since I last logged in after all. But really... I don't think I'll ever get into it like I did previously. It wasn't the game that used to be and as childish as I think I still am, I'm not the kid that I once was either... For good or for ill. I have a job. I have new interests. New hobbies to spend my time and money on. New toys and new games (literally and figuratively) to play with.... Nostalgic yes... But just like how my PI yearns to go back to the lab sometimes... Things will just never be back to the way it was. He'll never be able to be back doing wetlab, not unless he does something drastic like quit his job and move elsewhere to set up a new lab I guess. And as for me, I won't ever get to experience that maple of the old. That kind of wonder and excitement. Grinding quests and levels. The much more hardcore game mechanics. It's gone, never to come back again, and shall forever only exist in my memories.
And now, even if I were to find games to binge on... Maplestory M just isn't it. And it too, will only be a matter of time before I leave the guild.
