Addicted to rainbow
Apr. 13th, 2016 09:38 pmThere's something really addictive about this new keyboard. The flashing rainbow lights mostly... And setting the light mode to ripple is definitely a good choice... Because now I just keep wanting to jab at the keyboard and well... Type stuff. Just so that I can see 'em flashing rainbow lights.
Anyway...
Been applying to jobs... So few research jobs in sg... sigh.
Let's hope I get some kind of new job soon. I really would like to get out of this job. Just... No motivation left. It's all spent in the past few months with unsup. All gone.
I guess realistically I'll probably stay till end June on this job though. When I'll get my performance bonus too I guess. Oh wells. We'll see. Wish me luck in my job search, I really need it.
I miss unsup already...
Sigh
So much things to do. So much so that I'm not sure what to prioritise anymore. Paralyzed in action...
Doesn't help that at work unsup has been doing much of the desicion making, that I'm not used to making such desicions anymore... Gah.
I suck huh?
And I think I'm making less and less sense huh?
I guess I just wanted to jam on the keyboard and stare at the mesmorizing colorful lights. Alrights. I'll end of here...
Till next time!
Oh... Actually I wanted to make some sentences with new vocabs... Maybe in another post... Or maybe I'll just type 'em in evernote first.
Anyway...
Been applying to jobs... So few research jobs in sg... sigh.
Let's hope I get some kind of new job soon. I really would like to get out of this job. Just... No motivation left. It's all spent in the past few months with unsup. All gone.
I guess realistically I'll probably stay till end June on this job though. When I'll get my performance bonus too I guess. Oh wells. We'll see. Wish me luck in my job search, I really need it.
I miss unsup already...
Sigh
So much things to do. So much so that I'm not sure what to prioritise anymore. Paralyzed in action...
Doesn't help that at work unsup has been doing much of the desicion making, that I'm not used to making such desicions anymore... Gah.
I suck huh?
And I think I'm making less and less sense huh?
I guess I just wanted to jam on the keyboard and stare at the mesmorizing colorful lights. Alrights. I'll end of here...
Till next time!
Oh... Actually I wanted to make some sentences with new vocabs... Maybe in another post... Or maybe I'll just type 'em in evernote first.
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Date: 2016-04-13 08:33 pm (UTC)Good luck on your job search! I'm there as well so I feel you. We'll find something no worries ^_^
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Date: 2016-04-14 04:15 am (UTC)Thank you! All the best to you too! <3
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Date: 2016-04-15 05:42 am (UTC)You know I'm crossing my fingers for your job applications, I hope you will find something nice! And I really feel you about having lost motivation at work, it's basically how I feel almost every day and it's horrible. I don't really have tips on how to work with this... Maybe look forward to lunch break and then look forward to the evening and then look forward to the weekend. Yepp. That's what I'm telling myself everyday. I live for my spare time lol... Sad bit true. Sorry, I'm pathetic.
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Date: 2016-04-15 06:24 am (UTC)Now I'm wondering if I should buy a desktop or a laptop. Like, a mac or a macbook pro. But I do know I need a new computing device soon because dad's lappy is getting on my nerves more and more... Even though I don't use it that much because I just keep 'dying' in bed right after dinner these days.
Well you're not the only one living for your spare time. A friend of mine too. And I'm sure many people out there as well. Living for their free time and working for the money. I went to my sec sch reunion last year and an old acquaintance told me "wow, you'll like the only person I've met who actually enjoys their job" so yeah, it's common.
I consider myself very very lucky to be able to do something I like, and I am not going to let my parents make me do otherwise...
They've been talking about it again, how their friend's son works as a process engineer and earns 5k a month in just his second year, which is only about twice my salary and I've been working for over 2 years. It's sad that I'm in a field that earns little compared to the 'rest'. You know, the rest of the high paying jobs in SG like law, medicine, and now the government has just put the spot light on engineers. Starting pay of at least 3.8k in government agencies geez. Research never got paid so much sigh. Oh wells. That's life and that's the stuff I like. I'll try my best and pick up some programming skills along the way... Maybe I can make a few pennies online with that... But at least it'll definitely help in my scientific career since bioinformatics and big data is definitely paving the way forward in biology...
Sorry for the overly long comment. Opps... Almost time, gotta run to the lab!
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Date: 2016-04-17 03:59 am (UTC)Good luck!