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coolohohI'm so bored at work.
yeah just bored.
been downloading and reading so many ebooks over the past few weeks that i've seriously lost count. Just today, i've read Swim That Rock and the first two Harry Potter books. Bored bored bored. And now I'm sitting around in the office and wondering when my dad will come and pick me up. Don't wanna start on another book cos i don't like leaving things half read and i won't be able to finish a full book before my dad comes. Arghs...
at least i had a wee bit of work to do today - get quotations for two items. Which in total took me maybe... 30mins? nothing more to do but wait for the suppliers to get back to me. One has already replied, so I'm just waiting to get another quotation and then I'm done.
looking forward to having the PICC line out tmr. it's the last day of antibiotics... and tmr i'll get going to have the stitches and evil little plastic thing removed. gosh its so freaking itchy. like even right now... itches so bad...!
sigh. so the little stirring experiment has ended, and i probably won't have much to do till... i can walk... which is still a long way to go...? gosh this is so frustrating! 19th may for the next appointment with the ortho docs. physiotherapy this wedn tho, and next mon most likely will be appt with the infectious disease docs, hopefully the infection would be all cleared out. sigh. I'm borrrrrrrrredddddddd at work T.T
was pretty bored at home yesterday too, finished watching all the arashi shows that my usual source has uploaded. not much mood for writing. gosh... just remembered that that the comp i joined... gotta start writing soon, its due in 6 days opps. sigh.... just feeling so... idk. bottled up? frustrated? i wanna go somewhere, do something... yeah I'm slacking my ass off at work and its like 'wow making money is so easy?' but.... arghs. that's really not what i want to do! i want to do something rather than just sit around reading story books. I'm so butt lazy now it sucks. no mood to study japanese either. no mood for anything arghs. getting coped up all at home just frustrates the hell out of me! i want out! T.T
in other news... have no watched yesterday's full AnS yet, but the GUTS perf was soooo adorable! i think i love it more than the MS perf :P
Hopefully my dad will reach soon... he's coming over already... man, I'm such a spoiled brat right? every single day that i've been to work here its either my dad or my sis fetching, or me taking taxi from somewhere, and i've always been fetched home too. sigh. arghs i miss going out on my own!
how long more must i be stuck like thissssss gosh... please let this whole ordeal be over soon... T.T
I really want to get something good out of my job here ya know! some kind of achievement, some paper or something... i really want, need it! i heard one of my bosses mentioned the other day that they have too many ppl with PhDs applying, but no one with just degrees... basically they are short of ppl like me... but really, that's not how i want to stay forever. i want a PhD. yeah, it can be scary i guess, but then what's not? sometimes i question if i'll have the ability to lead a team on my own, or to even just to come up with projects on my own, as will be needed of PhD students or PhD holders... but i can't know till i've tried, and really i can't see myself staying as a research assistant forever... i can stay in research forever, but i'll definitely get my PhD.
hmmph... hopefully my dad didn't get caught in a traffic jam and will reach soon... I'm outta stuff to rumble about already
yeah just bored.
been downloading and reading so many ebooks over the past few weeks that i've seriously lost count. Just today, i've read Swim That Rock and the first two Harry Potter books. Bored bored bored. And now I'm sitting around in the office and wondering when my dad will come and pick me up. Don't wanna start on another book cos i don't like leaving things half read and i won't be able to finish a full book before my dad comes. Arghs...
at least i had a wee bit of work to do today - get quotations for two items. Which in total took me maybe... 30mins? nothing more to do but wait for the suppliers to get back to me. One has already replied, so I'm just waiting to get another quotation and then I'm done.
looking forward to having the PICC line out tmr. it's the last day of antibiotics... and tmr i'll get going to have the stitches and evil little plastic thing removed. gosh its so freaking itchy. like even right now... itches so bad...!
sigh. so the little stirring experiment has ended, and i probably won't have much to do till... i can walk... which is still a long way to go...? gosh this is so frustrating! 19th may for the next appointment with the ortho docs. physiotherapy this wedn tho, and next mon most likely will be appt with the infectious disease docs, hopefully the infection would be all cleared out. sigh. I'm borrrrrrrrredddddddd at work T.T
was pretty bored at home yesterday too, finished watching all the arashi shows that my usual source has uploaded. not much mood for writing. gosh... just remembered that that the comp i joined... gotta start writing soon, its due in 6 days opps. sigh.... just feeling so... idk. bottled up? frustrated? i wanna go somewhere, do something... yeah I'm slacking my ass off at work and its like 'wow making money is so easy?' but.... arghs. that's really not what i want to do! i want to do something rather than just sit around reading story books. I'm so butt lazy now it sucks. no mood to study japanese either. no mood for anything arghs. getting coped up all at home just frustrates the hell out of me! i want out! T.T
in other news... have no watched yesterday's full AnS yet, but the GUTS perf was soooo adorable! i think i love it more than the MS perf :P
Hopefully my dad will reach soon... he's coming over already... man, I'm such a spoiled brat right? every single day that i've been to work here its either my dad or my sis fetching, or me taking taxi from somewhere, and i've always been fetched home too. sigh. arghs i miss going out on my own!
how long more must i be stuck like thissssss gosh... please let this whole ordeal be over soon... T.T
I really want to get something good out of my job here ya know! some kind of achievement, some paper or something... i really want, need it! i heard one of my bosses mentioned the other day that they have too many ppl with PhDs applying, but no one with just degrees... basically they are short of ppl like me... but really, that's not how i want to stay forever. i want a PhD. yeah, it can be scary i guess, but then what's not? sometimes i question if i'll have the ability to lead a team on my own, or to even just to come up with projects on my own, as will be needed of PhD students or PhD holders... but i can't know till i've tried, and really i can't see myself staying as a research assistant forever... i can stay in research forever, but i'll definitely get my PhD.
hmmph... hopefully my dad didn't get caught in a traffic jam and will reach soon... I'm outta stuff to rumble about already
