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So long 2020, hello 2021
Jan. 3rd, 2021 09:21 pmHi!
I'm alive people. Yeah, I have not been blogging much and honestly I'm not here to announce my return. Life has changed a lot and I don't see myself returning to DW but... I do still want to keep my account alive, and post here like over a year or something of that sort.
So... Arashi's holiday, or well Ohno's holiday has started huh?
I'm heartened to hear that they will still update their SNS once in a while - even Ohno said he'll post something on occasion. That's all I want really, to know that they are alright and well. Maybe get a glimpse into Ohno's latest art piece or fishing spot...
TSD.... Man. I wanna go back to watching their shows regularly.. Definitely would like to watch all of minna's zoo... Whatever the proper full name is. Also the last few episodes of TSD. Crazy. Not gonna lie here, but I'd always thought that the show will go to Aiba when Shimura-san passes. But I was thinking along the lines of like, 10 years later or something ya know? Not so fast. Not so sudden. It's crazy. And now covid is making new waves all over the world again. How will it ever end?
I really enjoyed watching TSD though, still wanna watch the old TSD episodes. The Japanese dogs segment especially. Loved that. Where can I get full episodes of TSD now I wonder? Man....
Wonder how Aiba's new zoo is like, yeah definitely want to watch it...
Other than that... Well... Me? Meh. 2020 has been shit. Very shitty. Even though things are really going pretty well in sg now. 2020 was still shit for me. Like being 'forced to volunteer' at the covid diagnostic lab. Started out ok at first but got me plunging right back into depression and idk what very quickly after that. I realised that. If I get mentally bored. That's it. That's the end of me and things take a rapid downhill. That was why I did everything I did previously. Playing maplestory. Then all the fandom stuff. I actually started playing maplestory again for like 4 or 5 months, but recently just stopped again. It was taking up too much of my time. Time for other games. Other hobbies, and just other shit in general. It's not fun anymore when a game becomes a job and that happens with me rather quickly. Yeah.
But still recovering from that mental setback. But it was once again ignited my wish to do my own business and not stay in science. Even as my long time friend is encouraging me to do a PhD cos the government is putting in more $$ into science and training PhD candidates now. Like. It's.. More of the same shit. And I'm sick of that shit really. As much as I love science and I love working in my current job (though really, that joy has diminished a lot after that covid shit)... I also yearn for something new, something different. And arghs. Idk man. But I really hope I can get progress into that something in 2021.
Yeah....... That's all I guess. So long... And till next time!
I'm alive people. Yeah, I have not been blogging much and honestly I'm not here to announce my return. Life has changed a lot and I don't see myself returning to DW but... I do still want to keep my account alive, and post here like over a year or something of that sort.
So... Arashi's holiday, or well Ohno's holiday has started huh?
I'm heartened to hear that they will still update their SNS once in a while - even Ohno said he'll post something on occasion. That's all I want really, to know that they are alright and well. Maybe get a glimpse into Ohno's latest art piece or fishing spot...
TSD.... Man. I wanna go back to watching their shows regularly.. Definitely would like to watch all of minna's zoo... Whatever the proper full name is. Also the last few episodes of TSD. Crazy. Not gonna lie here, but I'd always thought that the show will go to Aiba when Shimura-san passes. But I was thinking along the lines of like, 10 years later or something ya know? Not so fast. Not so sudden. It's crazy. And now covid is making new waves all over the world again. How will it ever end?
I really enjoyed watching TSD though, still wanna watch the old TSD episodes. The Japanese dogs segment especially. Loved that. Where can I get full episodes of TSD now I wonder? Man....
Wonder how Aiba's new zoo is like, yeah definitely want to watch it...
Other than that... Well... Me? Meh. 2020 has been shit. Very shitty. Even though things are really going pretty well in sg now. 2020 was still shit for me. Like being 'forced to volunteer' at the covid diagnostic lab. Started out ok at first but got me plunging right back into depression and idk what very quickly after that. I realised that. If I get mentally bored. That's it. That's the end of me and things take a rapid downhill. That was why I did everything I did previously. Playing maplestory. Then all the fandom stuff. I actually started playing maplestory again for like 4 or 5 months, but recently just stopped again. It was taking up too much of my time. Time for other games. Other hobbies, and just other shit in general. It's not fun anymore when a game becomes a job and that happens with me rather quickly. Yeah.
But still recovering from that mental setback. But it was once again ignited my wish to do my own business and not stay in science. Even as my long time friend is encouraging me to do a PhD cos the government is putting in more $$ into science and training PhD candidates now. Like. It's.. More of the same shit. And I'm sick of that shit really. As much as I love science and I love working in my current job (though really, that joy has diminished a lot after that covid shit)... I also yearn for something new, something different. And arghs. Idk man. But I really hope I can get progress into that something in 2021.
Yeah....... That's all I guess. So long... And till next time!
