Tiny steps....

Now that wasn't that hard was it...?

Updated my Ohno exchange in html and sent it to the mod. Hope it gets posted soon...

Updated the RNA masterpost by authors...

Also finished watching newszero... (I'm watching it weekly now, religiously...) 



Thank you once again to duckyshimetai  for helping with the RNA fic masterpost... I've finally gotten round to updating the masterpost by author on RNA. 

Ok. I just had to copy and paste it down since it was the html code that was being edited... Still... I've put it off for so long... ><

Anyway... That reminded me that I have a fic masterpost on my own DW to update. Lol. And I need to add in the links to the sidebar too... Someday I'll get to it... Shall start with posting change fic first I guess... It's just been sitting in my journal as a private entry for the longest time... Cos well, that's how I format my fic, by using the DW editor... And since I'm already using the DW editor, might as well just post it as an entry viewable by myself only right?

Going to HK for holiday this Thurs. Starting to pack my luggage... Yeah... 

Sigh. 

Run in with Q today. I had enough of his shit. And he wasn't pleased with my 'attitude'. Like hello, do you know how many times you have insulted me and my co-worker already? Look at yourself in the damn mirror before you speak. Almost every sentence you say makes our blood boil. I've had enough of your shit. Definitely leaving next year. It's just a matter of when. It'll be good if the doc can publish the two papers soon and hopefully I'll have my name on it. Doesn't matter if I'm the 10th author or something. At least I'll be able to show that I've done a lot of work here. 

And even w/o talking about the contents of the work, I've been thinking of quitting this job cos it's so far from my home. Ok, far by Singaporean standards ok? But it's just such an inconvenient place to get to. And the lunch hours my gosh. He freaking insists that we eat at 1pm. Of course it's no big deal for him, he takes his time having breakfast at work daily. Sure he lets us eat breakfast... But most of the time I don't have the time and luxury. And cos I have to leave the house so early... It's basically a long time between breakfast and lunch for me and my stomach is NOT liking it. I've already had stomach problems in JC cos of the messed up eating times. Now I'm experiencing the same. And it's starting. I've been vomiting for no particular reason, and it's getting more and more frequent. Just like what happened in JC. And I'm sure it'll only get worst. All because he freaking insists that we eat at 1pm. Today, I was up on a ladder and looking for blocks when I kinda just choked. Like... A dry cough kinda thing? But what freaked me out was that I proceeded to vomit out a whole mouthful of acid. Luckily I managed to keep it in my mouth and eventually swallow it back down. Would be bad if I vomited all over the box of blocks... It's clinical samples ya know? And I had breakfast at work today - Mondays the hospital provides us free breakfast. Yeah... I'm definitely gonna end up like I did in JC vomiting daily if this keeps up. And with the stomach it's really troublesome. Once you mess up, it's hard to undo the damage. I've bought biscuits and stuff and put them in my drawer at work, but that's assuming I'm at my desk and have time to eat them... Gah.

In the end... 

My dream would be doing freelance/self employed work at home. No bosses. None of this shitty nonsense. I've had enough of all these and frankly speaking... The kind of work culture in SG is a poor fit for people like myself. 

What would I like to do?

I'd like to... draw my own comics, and keep my own site...

I'd still like to revive Nihongo Manabu in some way or another

I can do either mobile app development, or web dev... Or some other programming jobs... 

And finally I'd like to have enough time to watch my Arashi shows, and engage in my hobbies. Would be nice if I could turn some of those hobbies into some kind of income generating thing too... Yeah. Doesn't have to be a lot... But I do still need to earn enough money from one venture or another to pay the bills. That'll probably come from my 'main' programming related job. But I'm hoping to earn a few pennies from my side hustles too...

Oh wells. 

Dream on maybe. 

For now... I'm going to learn python and shall stick with it for a while... Eventually I'll like to branch out to learn C++ and Swift as well... 

Alright. That's all for now.