To lock or not to lock!
Nov. 12th, 2012 02:23 pmYay, back to my musings two (or was it 3) days ago… It’s an awkward thing isn't it? This whole blogging aka online diary thing in general. I'd like people to read it, that's why i blog online, but sometimes I'd like to select my audience too. Like e.g. i don't want my parents to be chancing upon my blog. My parents know i play games alright, but not how many, or how much, and don't know how much money i've spent on them since years ago when i 1st started spending. Coupled together it’s a huge sum. I don't keep track, but its thousands of dollars over the years that I'm sure. The largest chunk of the spending would be from maple alone. Played that game the longest and spend the most time and money on it… recently my dad's gotten himself on Facebook and since i've auto set up my blogs to post to Facebook… i gotta make sure the privacy settings are correct.
Also i have a separate Facebook for all my gaming screenshots… but now its mostly just maple stuff. The thing is, i called it darkiller tg but my dad knows i use darkiller as my nick… since years back when i was still using sony ericsson and named my phone darkiller. He saw it when we send each other files over bluetooth… So that day… you know how Facebook likes to suggest ppl and all? He saw that darkiller acct and was like 'hey isn't that yours?' Sighz. Maybe i should go and block him from that account now. Since all i put there are my screenshots and gaming stuff, so the entire account is open for all to see. :X
Recently i've been posting to my LJ a lot more than my more… public blogs, and for good reasons too. Here on LJ, i don't have any RL friends. You guys don't know me personally, and that makes me more willing to open up more. Its like what nine's character said in freeter. The more familiar you are with people, the less you have to say to them… yeah. That kind of feeling. Also it can be awkward when i say something more personal and ends up offending my friends unintentionally or something. Or maybe sometimes i did rant about my uni friends online, and that's not something that I'd like her to see really. Yeah i like to be anon online, but with my blogs being linked to Facebook and all that… I'm anon on my blog alright, but chances are ppl gets directed to my blog from Facebook or twitter, and some of those reading my blogs know me personally. Which is fine 90% of the time, i want ppl to read my blog, else i wouldn’t be writing a blog. But at the same time, there's some stuff that i don't want my close friends to read. Hence the reason why I'm now hiding and writing it here in LJ. I link out from my LJ, but i'd never link from outside the LJ comm/arashi fandom into my LJ, and it shall stay that way… in the near future at least. My secret little retreat of sorts that i only intend to let my sister + her/my friend who's an arshi fan know when/if i let them read my fanfics. Well my sis doesn’t care about my blogs and all for the most part and that's fine with me. Still, if you know me on FB/twitter/msn, and you see my LJ, you'll know its me. Esp my close friends… the userid is the same as my gmail, yes coolohoh@gmail.com… it’s the same orange biohazard display pic as everywhere else… yup. So much so for being anonymous when I'm hiding behind the same orange mask right? As much as its easy to hide your tracks online, with the increase of social media and stuff its also getting harder - once you've used your real name anywhere that is. I still have this maple friend… rather close in maple, i've known him for quite a long time… almost since the time i started playing maple 6 years ago? Added him on fb and all that, met up in RL quite a few times, but i still don't know his real name. Granted, i don't stalk his fb and all, but he doesn’t use his real name on Facebook even though he has several fb accounts (mules to play mouse hunt, just like me), whereas for me Facebook was the 1st time ever that i used my real name online. And i do have a lot of RL friends on my fb too, even though i have way more ppl that i don't know (from all the fb games i used to play, now all quoted save for mouse hunt). I know many ppl have been clearing out their friends list though… for me, i just put all the unknown ppl into a huge group called fb and gave that group very limited access to my info and all. :X (You're welcome to add me on FB, just send a message saying you're from the arashi fandom else i won't add you or i'll add but 'lock' you out).
Yeah… so this is a dilemma that i've always had… i guess that enough for now. Now i just wanna go watch last week's HnA XD