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2014-10-31 09:58 pm
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LJ, WTF?

*warning: rant, bad language*

No just seriously? No just why on earth is there this stupid, freaking ugly white banner on every freaking single LJ page, and no way to even close that fucking banner? It irritates the hell out of me! I don't even have a freaking clue who the heck that guy is. And no visiting his blog did not cause the banner to go away. Just freaking remove the banner now. It looks fucking ugly!

Like just this morning I heard about how tumblr screws up people's layout, and now this?



Edit: It's fixed now, thank you LJ.
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2014-10-17 02:52 pm
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This week...

Is just going badly. So, the GC is down, and I needa repeat those experiments. It's been down the whole week already. And then today, the UV-Vis is down. Arghs. I gave up. There is another UV-Vis but it's reserved for the group who bought the machine after 2pm, and I was there at 1:40pm, with a whole lot of sample IDs to fill in, and enough samples to take me at least 40 mins to complete. Nah. I just decided to leave it till next week. In the machine I normally use, I have an excel sheet already made with all my sample IDs keyed in, I just had to copy and paste. (No internet, no thumbdrive, no way of transferring that excel file.) Not gonna start on a new set of that experiment today either. So while it means I'm now free to spam everyone on LJ, it also leaves me feeling rather pissed.

Everything seems to be against me finishing that backlog.

The bunch of FYP students working at my bench - my group's bench! Using our micropipettes and stuff without permission from us - their mentor told them to use it... arghs they are just pissing me off. It's not exactly those student's fault, more on their mentor who did not teach them properly, but it's pissing me off so much. They are really ignorant of basic lab rules too. First day and I spotted on of them DRINKING in the lab. Right at the benches. And they just leave their bags and belongings all over the place till I told them flatly to put in underneath the labcoat racks. Do you know what sort of place the lab is girls? It's not a freaking play area! Basic lab rules like no eating and drinking in the lab! And your belongings! Just throwing them all over the lab chairs like nobody's business. Seriously! Their mentors didn't tell them to put their bags elsewhere too! All of them! Gosh! And you know where they put their bags? Right in front the place with the bottle of Ag2SO4. That exact same bottle of chemical responsible for the ton of holes in my brand new jeans - I took a photo, shall share it this weekend. I feel really sad just looking at my jeans. And they freaking just threw their bags and things all over the place. Freaking dangerous. Obstructing the way too. Arghs they make me really pissed off. Like some girl even asked me at the start how to change the volume of a pipette. I was like WTF? YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO USE A MICROPIPETTE? Hello! You are in UNI already aren't you? I learnt how to use that in secondary school! Sure it's a 500ul - 5ml pipette, but it works EXACTLY the same way! Plus you are using my group's pipette without permission. They wanted to take our cuvettes too but I stopped them. Yeah they are quite poor things because their mentor didn't prepare anything for them. They don't have enough disposable plastic cuvettes and had to keep washing and dying them. Disposable syringes too. So they were taking up all the space on the bench to air dry their stuff. I don't want to scold them for that because it's not their fault they need to reuse those disposable stuff. But it's just the whole way they are NOT taking lab seriously and all that irritates me. And there's this new girl who just appeared yesterday, that's again, putting her bag on the chair (and no one tells her where to put her bag! Like seriously!), taking up someone else's bench, and even using her macbook right on that person's bench. I'm pissed up I really can't be bothered anymore. It's not my bench and that guy isn't even in my group anymore, so I don't really have a right to chase her off that bench I guess. As for her belongings. I don't give a shit. If someone accidentally gets some acid or sludge on it, it's none of my business. You're freaking in university now. You should know better than to put your belongings there. Seriously. Freaking, freaking pissed.
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2014-10-13 09:27 am
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Sigh

This is bad. I'm only 1/3 done with that dangerous work. And I have another half done episode. And another episode that I'm about 5 minutes done. And another episode that's one minute done. Seriously... arghs.


The good news is that I'm a little free at work now. Because I don't have any pending experiments to do till my sups get back to me... the bad news is, I can't do subs at work. The other bad news is, I will probably have properly work kind of work to do soon.

Ah. No luck with the jweb entries still. All I'm getting is repeats now. Not even new entries from the members! I think after 4 or 5 days I only got a single new entry on a first day, and the rest were all repeats. Sigh.

Maybe I could try working on some fics. Or some translations. We'll see.
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2014-10-13 12:32 am
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argggghhhhsssssss

SHO WHY ARE YOU FREAKING MUBLING ON YOUR OWN SHOW!

Seriously they should have given him a pin mic. To pin on his Prada shirt. Arghs.
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2014-09-23 08:40 pm
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It is fate that brought us together...

In a time when our 5 color rainbow boys have been crying and getting all emotional about how far they've come...

I must say that I too, am really glad for having met octavia and J. Even though the time we've know each other is measured in days instead of years. The stuff we've done together... DNA would not have been possible without them. RNA too.

I'm really glad I got to make a fanfic community with octavia (and i'm still waiting for J to write us some fics). Just me alone, I could not have made such a nice community. Octavia writes fics, pairings, and genres that I could never write. From absolute crack to thought provoking fics. I wish I could write like her. For me... I take too much time to think, mull over my fic, imagining it in my head, and then finally writing out the scene I imagined. Well for one, my vocab is no where as good as hers. And then, after all that thinking, I might not be able to force myself to write it in the end. And even if I can finally get it down in words, the process takes so damn bloody hell long! Too many things can go wrong in the process of writing for me and cause the creative process to stop. A single one shot can take me two weeks to finish, and that's pretty normal. I could finish fics in a single day too, but normally it'll still take me hours, a whole afternoon, a whole day even. I tend to... what... over imagine? over think things? I guess octavia would say that it's but strength. But to me, it's my weakness. I admire how she can finish up fics in an instant!

Anyway... finally got my translation engine started just a little bit. Still... I think I'll die this week... this week is gonna be such a busy week I can tell....
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2014-09-15 02:32 pm
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A million and one rogue formatting

Gosh, I'm editing all the formatting on all my old fics, and it turns out to be a hell lot more work than I imagined it to be. Maybe I should have started earlier but... I was lazy...

Gah!

Well at least... I 'decolorized' a few fics already. Put in the proper phrases accompanying each speech tag instead of relying solely on colors. And corrected a lot of bad formatting. And removed all the font formatting. Why? Well you'll see it when it's ready. I wonder if I can make it in time today... sigh... >
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2014-07-21 10:18 am
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Updates

Finally! I've been wanted to make an update post for a round but now I've finally gotten around to actually writing one.

Don't have too much time since I'm being sneaky again at work... but well, 25 mins till I need to hit the lab.

First up. The letter. I thank all of you who read the letter, and for those who were worried, I'm sorry for making ya all worried! I'm fine really, the incident didn't mean anything more than that it provided me with entertainment for a while... and yes I was angry, but I got over it fast. I've dealt with many 'kids' online in my time mapling and this was hardly the worst of it. I just wanted to... make things clear to those the said person may be misleading. If they ever want to find out the truth that is.

Anyway... I am glad actually, because joining STNR gave me the push I needed to take the plunge into doing subs. And really I have nothing against those currently still in the STNR team.

But well updates. Finished like, 16 mins of the last episode of VSA I'm doing under STNR. Once that's finished I can focus on the releases for... my new group. Well you'll know the name soon enough if my plans go well. Planning to make a short teaser release - Note: Very very short clip. But that'll get all the applications coming in so all the membership application work will start :X. And it's not gonna be easy haha. I just gotta make sure I get enough sleep and NOT fall sick again. My sore throat had turned into a flu and cough and now I'm still coughing -.-'''. Hope it goes away soon! I had quite a lot of sleep during the weekend - napped quite a bit, but I'm still feeling tired. Sigh.

Ah yes! Happy belated friendship day! I've met so many Arashi fans thanks to mixlr, its been great fun and I hope to keep broadcasting for many years to come! Already changed my mixlr subscription from monthly to yearly bill lol. :P

Different people have different standards I guess. For me if I care about something I'll like it to be as perfect as I can make it. Of cos there are a ton of stuff that I care less about and just let things slip by, but once I picked up something, started on something, than I got to do it well. And that's the way I hope to do my translations. :)

Hmm on my fic! Thank you to everyone who's read it! Esp those who commented, thank you! I hope you'll be pleased with how I unfold the story... :P Speaking of it though, I'm kinda in trouble because I've not continued writing yet... I've only prepared chapters to post up till chapter 10, and after that I need to rewrite/edit, and cut the story into various chapters. AND I have like two, three fics planned in my head, one half written even... and IDK when they'll come to fruition hahaha. Still have not watched a ton of their shows too. Sigh. Alright, I shall just stop here and get ready to head to the lab!
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2014-07-07 10:55 pm
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JLPT and more

Hmm.

So I've just posted Chapter 6 of Spy Arashi.

And I've just gone back to edit/fix the formatting/punctuation of Sticky Summers. Now it looks so much better. I think I used to start all my dialogues with a new para (and used to color my dialogues too), but somewhere along the way I started lumping them together. Oh wells. I'll go back and edit the rest of my fics too, when I'm free...

So, JLPT N3 was yesterday.
And....
I have no idea how I did.

I am more confident this time though, so it felt easier. I hope the results turn out okay though... cos I have no idea if I was just being over confident. Once again I didn’t study. Ended up just doing translations and all that. I do need to read the grammar book I bought properly though ><. I need to set a schedule for myself to study!!!

But really... it wasn't that tough. Its only N3 after all. Well as usual I had trouble figuring out the long sounds in the vocab section. But the rest was a piece of cake for someone who knows Chinese. The grammar I had some trouble though, as I'd expected. I hate the sentence re-arrangement part. I'm no good at that one. It takes me really long to figure it out. I did go back in the end and changed like... 3 out of 5 of my answers, but the changed sentence structure makes so much more sense that I'm pretty such it’s the correct one. I was afraid that I won't have time for that grammar/comprehension part, but I did ok. The comprehension passages were easy to me, and I was actually pretty sure on my answers. And I had roughly 15mins left over to check through. Not too bad. At least, it was adequate time for me to go back and correct my word rearrangment questions haha. Listening... again, there was some that I was unsure of. More than N4 I guess. Oh wells. Hope everything turns out ok. And that I get an A in all the sections... ><

Hmm... Had a crazy time broadcasting last week though! I broad casted every single weekday night, and extended my broad cast on so many nights. 4.5 hrs. 5 hrs. And a whooping 6 hours on Friday night. I was so hyper last Friday lol. And I have no idea why.

Well... about the subs... maybe you'll see more activity from me about that soon. Just ya know... keep watching this space ;).

I'll like to put a... counter or something on my LJ someday. I wonder how many people reads all these rants of mine. Maybe none at all haha. Oh wells... till next time then! :P
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2014-05-05 05:54 pm
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bored

I'm so bored at work.

yeah just bored.

been downloading and reading so many ebooks over the past few weeks that i've seriously lost count. Just today, i've read Swim That Rock and the first two Harry Potter books. Bored bored bored. And now I'm sitting around in the office and wondering when my dad will come and pick me up. Don't wanna start on another book cos i don't like leaving things half read and i won't be able to finish a full book before my dad comes. Arghs...

at least i had a wee bit of work to do today - get quotations for two items. Which in total took me maybe... 30mins? nothing more to do but wait for the suppliers to get back to me. One has already replied, so I'm just waiting to get another quotation and then I'm done.

looking forward to having the PICC line out tmr. it's the last day of antibiotics... and tmr i'll get going to have the stitches and evil little plastic thing removed. gosh its so freaking itchy. like even right now... itches so bad...!

sigh. so the little stirring experiment has ended, and i probably won't have much to do till... i can walk... which is still a long way to go...? gosh this is so frustrating! 19th may for the next appointment with the ortho docs. physiotherapy this wedn tho, and next mon most likely will be appt with the infectious disease docs, hopefully the infection would be all cleared out. sigh. I'm borrrrrrrrredddddddd at work T.T

was pretty bored at home yesterday too, finished watching all the arashi shows that my usual source has uploaded. not much mood for writing. gosh... just remembered that that the comp i joined... gotta start writing soon, its due in 6 days opps. sigh.... just feeling so... idk. bottled up? frustrated? i wanna go somewhere, do something... yeah I'm slacking my ass off at work and its like 'wow making money is so easy?' but.... arghs. that's really not what i want to do! i want to do something rather than just sit around reading story books. I'm so butt lazy now it sucks. no mood to study japanese either. no mood for anything arghs. getting coped up all at home just frustrates the hell out of me! i want out! T.T

in other news... have no watched yesterday's full AnS yet, but the GUTS perf was soooo adorable! i think i love it more than the MS perf :P

Hopefully my dad will reach soon... he's coming over already... man, I'm such a spoiled brat right? every single day that i've been to work here its either my dad or my sis fetching, or me taking taxi from somewhere, and i've always been fetched home too. sigh. arghs i miss going out on my own!

how long more must i be stuck like thissssss gosh... please let this whole ordeal be over soon... T.T

I really want to get something good out of my job here ya know! some kind of achievement, some paper or something... i really want, need it! i heard one of my bosses mentioned the other day that they have too many ppl with PhDs applying, but no one with just degrees... basically they are short of ppl like me... but really, that's not how i want to stay forever. i want a PhD. yeah, it can be scary i guess, but then what's not? sometimes i question if i'll have the ability to lead a team on my own, or to even just to come up with projects on my own, as will be needed of PhD students or PhD holders... but i can't know till i've tried, and really i can't see myself staying as a research assistant forever... i can stay in research forever, but i'll definitely get my PhD.

hmmph... hopefully my dad didn't get caught in a traffic jam and will reach soon... I'm outta stuff to rumble about already
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2014-04-07 08:54 pm
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Tagged!

Ok, so I've decided that my tags were in a total mess. Decided to update my tags and I'm pretty much following what they have in arashirabu, like length: one shot and rating: g etc... yeah, added in some ratings like G and PG, which i did not tag before. Hopefully that'll make it easier to find stuff next time?

Anyway...

Finally. My dad got me a new ceiling light. The last one had a tube that was pretty much dying, and really dim. I'd been asking my parents to buy a new tube for a long time - in the late afternoons/early evenings turning on the light was of absolutely no use - it was just too dim. Now its like... i can finally see clearly in my room again. As bright as day really. But yeah, they argued that they wanted to change a lamp to the lightest size (those circular florescent tube), and its been months, maybe half a year even... before they finally got around to buying it today. And really I could not have changed it myself, even if I could walk. My dad had to manually drill a few holes in the erm... ceiling plate? or whatever you call it... so that it fits the holes of the previous lamp in the ceiling... and joining those wires and stuff... its better for my dad the electrical engineer to be doing it ><

So an update on my current situation. I'm on leave till next Tuesday, tho i have a doc's appointment next Monday and Wednesday... I needa visit the doctor/clinic every Sunday and wedn now. Sunday to have my blood taken for tests and stuff... ah I'm typing in such a haphazard, disorganised manner ne? Gomen. Let me start from the very beginning.

It all started last year. When the HR contacted me for my current job and asked me to start work earlier than I had initially intended to. I was free so I thought, what the heck, let's just stop slacking and go make some money. So I agreed. But tragedy struck as i left the house for work. I'd woken up extra early and got out of the house really early and everything, but i slipped and fell on the path that i've been walking for the past... 10 years. And that broke like all three bones in my ankle and i had two metal plates inserted into each side of my right ankle. Sometime this year in Feb I'd finally started walking again. And my walking was almost back to normal when my ankle started having pus come out again. On the outer side. And two Mondays ago during the doctor's appointment the x-ray showed a possible infection in the metal implant, so i was hospitalized and underwent two surgeries to get the metal implant back out, and the infected tissue removed. Two ops to remove the infected tissue... T.T

Apparently infections of the bone are really hard to cure, so I was put on 6 weeks of antibiotics treatment, which will last till the 6th of May. That's a month left to go. They have this outpatient parental antibiotics therapy (OPAT) thing thankfully, else I'd have to be in hospital the entire 6 weeks. The sucky thing was that the hospital i went to doesn’t have it. I'd have to go to another hospital (NUH). AND NUH SUCKS BIG TIME. Really horrid. No communication between their admin staff and their nurses, pathetic admin staff, pathetic policies that really strive to make life difficult for the patients. Gosh. It just sucks. Even the nurses there are like... what the hell. On the first day when I went, the nurse was changing my PICC line dressing, and she saw bruises on my arm and asked what happened. Like hello? What do you expect happened when you see patients who just got discharged with bruises on their arms? I have like a red dot and bruises on the back of each of my hands, and another two on the inner arm of my right arm. What do you think happened? Needles and plugs you idiot! Clearly the bruise on my upper arm was from IM (intramuscular) injections! What the hell else would have happened? I thought she was joking at first when she asked so I ignored her, but she asked again! And in a concerned, serious manner. I was like seriously... kill me now... Dude I've learnt about the four different kinds of injection in lower sec! Lower secondary! And I still remember them all now! Intravenous, intramuscular, intradermal, and subcutaneous. Granted, I came from a good school - other schools might not teach their students that, and granted, I'm love science and biology so i actually remember such things. BUT hey, you're a registered nurse and you don't know? She was really nice and all but... but... but... the more you think the worst it gets. Sigh. Really the worst part is their pathetic administrative policies and abilities. They are just out to inconvenience everyone I swear. Originally they wanted to take me by ambulance to NUH, get the OPAT things done, then send me back to AH (where i was hospitalized) for discharge. Why? Just because they want Ah to make sure my PICC line is not clogged up. So they would be happy to waste two ambulance trips, and 1 nurse, to accompany me back and forth. Anything goes as long as its not NUH bearing the trouble - its not ok to waste their nurse's time, but its ok to waste the time of others. Like WTF? Just get the line flushed before I leave for NUH... the line is newly inserted and if within the less than an hour of travel time the chance of the PICC line getting clogged up is SO high that you need to get me back and forth on an ambulance, then I'd say my PICC line would have gotten clogged up long ago since its only 'used' roughly once every 6-7 hours. And the whole procedure of inserting PICC lines would not be medically viable. Like... some common sense please? NUH just doesn’t want to take any responsibility but they want your money. No treatment plan in sight yet, but all they want to say it how much it costs. Dude what it fucking more important to me is the treatment plan, not the fucking cost. If i don't even know what the treatment plan is like, how can i decide whether i want to pay the price? Its like you walking into a shop and asking to see the product behind the counter, and all the sales person tells you is 'Oi, that thing costs $4000 you know? Can you afford it?'. It just so very frustrating and pissifying - if i may invent that word. Suck, sucks, sucks. Huge contrast to AH. My dad literally blew his top at the nurses in NUH. And AH too because he was just too pissed. But really its like. In AH, the nurses try their very best for the patients. I can see it, feel it. Its in a really old building now and they'll hopefully move to the new campus that's been in construction since forever by the end of the year, but hopefully I'll never have to visit them in the new building ne? >< Just walk past to get to the next shopping mall will do ><. So yeah, facilities at AH is bad. Really cramp and all. Wheeling a patient in and out of the ward in the beds is a huge challenge in itself. EVERYTHING in the way needs to be moved, sometimes even another patient's bed need to be removed because the passageway is just too narrow. And the toilets... there's like... a 2 or 3 cm gap in total between the toilet door and the commode. The nurses always tell patients to put in their hands otherwise it will get hit by the door... but really,  I'm less worried about my elbow then I am about their fingers... since they are the ones pushing me and all. But still they are really nice, always cheerful and helpful... In my 12 days of stay there i got to... 'know' them pretty well. They work really nicely as a team together too... and about the trying their best for the patients parts... well last Monday I had an appointment to get the PICC line inserted, i didn’t know earlier though - they probably didn’t either since the radiologist doesn’t work on weekends and my 'application' was only submitted late Friday afternoon. But anyway the patient care associate (lower rank then nurses, basically they have no proper medical training but help out with stuff like pushing patients to the toilet, changing bedsheets etc...) asked at... idk... super early in the morning if i wanted to bath. I was still sleepy so i said I'd bath later. But later it turns out that I had the appointment and had to be ready in 30 minutes time. So the PCA rushed me to the toilet and helped me take a quick shower to make sure i'll be able to make it for the appointment and everything... In the end there was an emergency and they could not slot me in... and the nurse said that it can only be done on wedn since tues was full already. In the end they did manage to slot me in first thing in the morning on Tuesday. Not just the ward nurses I guess. Pretty much the majority of the staff tries their best to give the best they can for the patients. Like when i had to go for some sort of procedure and they know it beforehand they'll wake me up early so that i can have a nice long shower and stuff. You really do feel that they are trying really hard, in spite of the less than stellar environment.

Over at NUH, it’s a completely different story. Its like a big white elephant really. Its linked to NUS - the most... government funded uni in sg, and NUH gets TONS of money from the gov too. Like they just got two new buildings and all. The OPAT clinic is completely new, in a completely new building, loads of space, very roomy, new furniture... new everything... they have everything but yet they have nothing. On the first visit - the admin knew it was my first visit and all, i gave the admin the memo from AH, then she returned it later without a word. I was a little surprised because normally they would keep those memos... but i assumed she scanned it in or something - they are so 'high tech' and brand new and all... and then she gave me a queue number, without even telling me that sheet of paper was my queue number. Oh by the way, it was after normal clinic hours so i was the only one in the entire waiting room (besides my parents of course). The number flashed on the TV screen, it took me a while to realise it was my number, and then it said to go to room C. Honestly I was expecting the admin staff to call me when my turn came, seeing that 1) there's no one else in the room and more importantly 2) It was my first visit there. The treatment rooms are like in their other corridor so i can't even see where room C was, basically i was clueless where to go. But nope, she just sat there doing goodness knows what paperwork and completely ignored me till i asked where room C was like 5 minutes later. Like... just what is so hard about just telling me 'this is your queue number, please wait for it to be called' or just tell me when it is my turn and show me where the room is? Its just basic customer service and I'm paying a hell lot for my treatment! Worst still. AH applied for me to be in OPAT since before my PICC line was put in, the admin clerk rejected the application without further ado because their 'protocol' - which is clearly build to inconvenience everyone but themselves, requires patients to have a PICC line inserted before application. Like dude? Can't things proceed in parallel? Since you guys take so bloody hell long to process the applications anyway - 2 working days sheesh! AH just want to give you a heads up and more time to prepare whatever documents you have. When i talked to the nurse later, they had clearly no idea that my application had been rejected once by the clerk already. And worst still, after leaving the clinic the nurse called and asked for the memo from AH. So just WTF had the clerk been doing with the memo? Can't you just pass it along to the nurse for us? Or at the VERY LEAST, TELL US to pass it to the nurse??? Yeah we only had to bring it down during the next appointment, but it clearly shows how pathetic their organisation is. I never had such a problem in AH, stuff gets around to where its needed. The admin staff will pass things to the nurses for you, they'll even send someone out to wheel me from the waiting area to the treatment room when I was on the wheelchair. People at AH cares, NUH? They don't give a damn.

Sigh. Enough of my ranting I guess. I'm still stuck with going down to NUH twice a week for another... 4 weeks or so. Sigh... T.T
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2014-01-30 09:21 am
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BORED!

Somebody come entertain me please!

I'm BORED. At work yes. But boooooorrrrrrrrredddddd.

Yesterday didn't write too much fanfic... my sup gave me some data from their experiments to help key in, which i finished in about an hour (was almost falling asleep too since i didn't even get 4 hours of sleep the night before, cos i was packing). And then my boss who's just sitting in the cubicle next to mine asked if i was free to help her redraw a diagram nicely cos they need it for a poster. Of course i helped since i have nothing better to do anyway. So yup, my day was still considered pretty... fulfilling? no that's not the word... well at least I did do something useful/helpful, rather than just.... reading up on ANOVA --> which i learnt in school last time but kinda forgot already. Actually i wouldn't even have thought to read up on ANOVA (Analysis of variance, statistics) if not for it being used in one of the experiment data analysis that my sup just sent me yesterday.

And now I'm back to being really bored. Like no one, ok only one person in my team is here. He's the computer modelling guy and he comes fairly early. The rest are like... late late late. Not that I'd be any different if i had it my way though. I'm seriously not a morning person. But I think that's changed recently.... more on that later. Anyway there's this Indian guy in my group... and he's name is Santosh. Which my sup pronounces and Santoshi. Which of course, sounds freaking like Satoshi. Lol. Just a bit of a random sharing.

Been using this app called SleepBot (free in the iOS app store, at least was free when I downloaded), and its really interesting. I tried to to record sounds and track motion, and its actually kind of interesting to see how much i toss and turn during the night and all. I always knew these kind of apps existed but never bothered with them. I used to think 'like what's so interesting about it anyway?' but some how... its just interesting to see the graphs and spikes of 'activity' during the night. You just turn the app on, it still works even when i exit the app after starting the tracking, although the instructions say it won't work if you get out of the app page... and then leave it beside your pillow. Of course you should keep your phone plugged in during the night if you don't want to wake up with a flat battery... I've not tried how much battery the app will eat up in a night though, since i prefer to wake up with a fully charged phone :P. Shall try it some weekend... But for me I've been charging my phone overnight all the time, and leaving my phone all over the bed around the pillow when i sleep, so there wasn't much of a difference to me. Just that I have to remember to set the app before I sleep. There was once I was playing some game till i feel asleep... and when I woke up the phone was all hot and the game was still on... I was like 'damn! I didnt manage to track my sleep last night' haha. So the app kinda forced me to... sleep. Instead of playing games till i drop 'dead', which I've done numerous times in the past. I didn't even know when I fell asleep... just that i must have gotten too tired while playing games. Also I never knew exactly how much sleep i was getting, nor do I have any idea how much sleep i need. Been using it for about a week and I've been getting an average of 4-5 hours of sleep each night. And from yesterday i realised that i need at least 4 hours of sleep to get it through the day without falling asleep along the way. 4.5 hours of sleep is probably enough, but I'd like to get maybe 5 or 6 hours. And i can't sleep any much longer than that even if i don't have work... I'll end up just waking up in the middle of the night as it happened several times when i tried to sleep too early, say at 10 or 11pm. That's late? Idk.. my usual sleeping hours are 2 or 3am :X 3am is pushing it a bit too late though... since I'll have to wake up before 7am if my dad has classes at 8am (he's lecturer).

Even when I get to take public transport myself I'll probably have to leave the house around... 7:30 or 7:45... so its not that much extra sleep that I'll be able to garner. right. I'm counting down the hours till i can get off work now... dad insisted on fetching me back again, enough though i argued that it's the afternoon for goodness sake and there won't be a terrible squeeze on the public transport. It's the best timing for me to 'practise' taking public transport really, but he doesn't see it that way. I just want to go to the mall on the way back, fool around, i mean, buy some good and indulge but nope I'm afraid i can't do that yet sigh. Have not been able to go anywhere on my own since the day of the accident... haiz. 9.19am now... less than 3 hours to go till 12. I wonder what time my dad can reach my office though. Seriously today is kinda... meaningless for me. I have nothing to do! I even did up the appendix thing for my boss yesterday without him telling me to. I have nothing, nothing, absolutely nothing to do. And no I'm not in the mood to read up ANOVA on CNY eve... >< arghs... bored!
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2014-01-29 09:57 am
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CNY is coming! Random rumblings.

Hohoho.

So I'm being naughty at work again. Nah really... my sup still hasn't come in yet... and even though I'm walking without crutches now my parents refuse to let me take public transport for a few more weeks yet... so I've been reaching the office really early... and doing stuff like read through my LJ friend feed before office hours. Or even during office hours. Its like ppl are coming in even later now cos CNY is coming? IDK. The office just feels... empty. And after editing the manuscript I don't really have anything new to do... So guess what this naughty worker has been doing all day yesterday? I edited the manuscript a little more, but mostly i was writing my fic. I wrote a whooping 7.5k words yesterday can you believe it? No writers block or anything... this is just amazing. Of course I don't know if anyone else will even like my fic but still. Been wondering if I should... idk... send what I've written thus far to someone to help me read and give comments. Then again I'll have to rewrite some parts of the intro that I did two years ago... previously already changed Sho's background, now I'll have to change Aiba's as well... might have to do quite a bit of an overhaul. And I really need like a cheat sheet to list down all the 'facts' cos I keep forgetting what data I made up earlier. Like Ohno's age when XXX happened or something. Lol. All in all its going well though. I really do see a possibility of the fic being finished this year. *shall try not to over estimate my own abilities*

And weekend... was packing my room and all. Finished packing my table. Like the entire thing, even all the shelves on top that I've not touched since... sec sch. And even five of the 6 shelves in the book shelve beside my table (last one is too high up, and I don't really want to risk standing on a chair atm. looks pretty neat anyway so whatever.) Still gotta wipe the dust of the top of a cupboard, and stack everything up nicely on the former computer table... I've even wiped the dust off several of my shelves by my bed side. And really the 'remove everything and clean' wiping, not the 'push the books to the back and wipe whatever surface is exposed only' type. And I threw out alot of stuff too. All my sec sch, jc, uni notes. Finally realised that there's really no point in keeping them, and now i have a ton more space on my shelves --> which will be taken over by my mum soon. Which is fine, since I don't need that space anymore... so long as she's the one to pack them during the next spring cleaning... :P Also placed as much of my decoration crap in display shelves my mum bought from daiso as possible. So that the next time round I just have to wipe the plastic case and the shelves, and not bother with all the little trinklets and stuff... Been throwing away any sort of iron/metal or plastic/rubber thing that will either rust to nothingness, or melt into a horrid, disgusting, sticky mess. I think its really a... unique to singapore problem? Cos seriously i was throwing out the junk in my drawer and i found literally a whole pile of disgusting brownish metal thing that looks like... insect eggs or something except that its rust. The original article had completely rusted away to nothingness! Like seriously! Guess it can't be helped with the humidity level in sg being constantly above 70%, and that I've not cleaned up in a while. And the plastic/rubber stuff. It just melts in the weather. Disgusting really! So yup, been throwing away quite a bit of the metal stuff that I don't use and will rust, so hopefully the next time i clean up i don't see piles of disgusting rust powder everywhere. Put quite a lot of my stuff on the shelves in boxes too, for easy cleaning and all. it somehow gets dusty really fast in my room. I'd clean the printer/scanner top this week, and the next week its all dusty again, and looking really disgusting since its specks of whitish dust against black. Maybe cos its right next to the window and the wind is strong (and the traffic is heavy everywhere in this small city). So all in all... slow progress but i cleaned up a lot of places, and hopefully made my life easier for future spring cleaning sessions too.

Hmm right. Still no signs of moi boss. He didn't ask me to start lab work yesterday, and told me not to hurry in fact... which is good, cos I'm still walking really awkwardly and it HURTS at the end of the day. Like really hurts. Hasn't hurt that bad since... before the op. Hopefully by next week my ankle will be stronger and more flexible so walking isn't that awkward anymore... ah but really, the lack of flexibility it because I've been skimping off on the exercises ever since I started work. I really should do more ankle rotations and stuff while I'm sitting at my desk and happily typing away.

So CNY reunion dinner on thursday, and my relatives are coming to my house... hence the need for an extensive clean up. But among all the extensive clean ups I've really had it very easy this year. My dad is working exceptionally hard, he polished all the furniture, wiped all the glass... even cleaned the marble floor... and I've been spared all these because of my injury. Even then i had three days and even last night to pack my room and its STILL not done. In my defense I say that my ankle hurts really bad after walking on it, especially at the end of the day so I ended up lying in bed for a good three hours before I started packing at... close to 11pm? >< Which means that everything absolutely needs to be packed by tonight because tmr is the eve already. Gosh. Tonight. This is.... fast... tmr is CNY eve already? Gosh even when i said thursday earlier it did not properly dawn on me that today is wednesday. Which means that TOMORROW is the dinner. God. I really wonder how my mum will cope with all the cooking tmr and all. And I still have not confirmed whether it's a half day for me tmr. I remember reading somewhere that it is but... :X. I really should just ask somebody. But this socially awkward person has still yet to make a single friend at work, save for my superiors. And its awkward to ask them isn't it? Even then we all keep to ourselves a lot and a whole day can pass by with me not talkign to anyone. Which suddenly reminds me of Ohno not speaking on TV shows. Yeah, its like that here. The office is dead quiet. Labs... I really don't know. Have only been in the lab once so far for an initial tour. Even when my sups discuss stuff they do so really softly. Like whispering. idk why.... just the whole quiet atmosphere here I guess. Hmm I wonder if he'll give me anything to do today. If not I'll just end up 'wasting' away the day writing fics and stuff. I actually have *yet another* new fic idea, but I'd like to focus on the current one first. The new idea will basically just be... a reflection of my rl experiences as a researcher. Not so much in this new company since I've not even started lab work proper, but all the stuff i experienced when I was interning at IBN. That'll form the basis of my story. Some reflection of myself and how I conducted cell culture experiments too at my previous work place. I am a little... sad that I won't be doing stuff like growing cells anymore. I'll definitely miss doing that. Considering this I'm not too sure if I will take up a phd in this field I'm in now, but hey, I've not even started yet. Plus, what I'm doing now is interesting in a different way in that, it combines biology with loads of chemistry. The chemistry which I used to really love. Either way I'll enjoy the lab work nonetheless for sure. Sure beats sitting all day long at the desk. Thinking of all these... makes me want to write that science research fic even more. I'd really love to share the like of mentality I have towards science with others. And I know that many of my friends don't actually like doing research or experiments, but rather only take up such jobs because otherwise their degree would be 'wasted'... if they even take up science related jobs at all. So I guess I'm unique in a sense.

Hmm just got an email informing me that my pay will be credited into my bank account tmr! Yay paydayyyyyyyy! *happy* So i started on the 6th and its been almost a month now. And you know what? All I've done is reading up, and more reading up. I did *some* data entry, spent last friday editing the manuscript. And that's about it. I'm getting paid to read up haha. How cool is that? Ok, I did do some other admin work, but barely anything substantial or truly helpful. Besides the massive editing of the manuscript. I hope what I edited was ok. He hasn't gotten back to me on that yet :X

Looking forward to chatting with my cousins tmr. We'll have a ton to talk about for sure. Oh gosh and my sis's friend got into dentistry in australia and she's flying off in 12 days... she just got her mac yesterday and i promised to show her the rope and recommend some programs to her... So she'll be coming over to my house sometime... idk when. I wanna treat her and my sis to some nice japanese too. Didn't do a single thing for my sis's bday this year. In fact, I didn't even get her a bday present last year... so have to make it up to her. Esp all the times she fetch me ard, wheeled me around etc...

Aye, I guess my incoherent rumbling has come to an end since I can't think of anything better to rumble about. And my sup just came in. He says my manuscript corrections were fine and to send him again if I have anymore new ideas. which i don't really. I did change a little bit of stuff here and there but nothing much, and I can't even remember what I changed anymore >< Which is bad. Alright. Guess I shall just end this here... Wonder what he thought about me posting this at work lol. He probably can guess that its some sort of blog. Got a pretty... bad seat since its just beside the door, with my back facing the door so one look and ppl can see what I'm doing, whereas idk who's walking in and out because so many ppl walk in and out all day i really can't afford to check. So my boss has taken me by surprise quite a few times already... oh wells. Its not like he can say much considering how he hasn't assigned me anything new to do, and he walks into the office at almost 10am :P whatever, he's a nice guy but i shant push my luck. When it comes to things I'm given to do, I'll put in my all in doing it.
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2014-01-19 11:39 pm
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On a roll?

For those of you still waiting to read the rest of my AnS new year SP review. My sincere apologies. Been more on a writing mood than anything else recently. Its like... the very FIRST fanfic I ever wrote is starting to go somewhere after two years of abandonment, and I'm very excited to keep the momentum going. Its at a whopping 11k words now and i've managed to re-write the parts that were weird/awkward/revolting to me and it seems much better now. I even managed to link up with another fic idea of mine for a sequel. Provided the first part comes out right that is. Have a pretty solid idea on how to continue for the next... maybe... 2 or 3k words, but after that it'll be back to the drawing board for a while. Hopefully I don't have to wait for another two years before I complete this thing haha. The wonderful thing about me using evernote is that i've installed it on my workplace computer... and sometimes when i got sick of all the readings i start writing instead. And by writing i mean ahem... arashi fics *shy*. Obviously I'm not supposed to do that at work but... i'll probably get busy and have not much time to slack in front of my monster of a computer in like... two week's time once i start work. But hey i've been pretty hard working with reading all that stuff my mentor passed me, and searching up for the information he wanted etc... but still, there's a million more things i need to learn since I'm completely out of my depth in this field. I'd always been a biology type... more towards cell culture and all. Did a little bit of bioinformatics and qpcr and stuff... but this wastewater management thing is all pretty new to me. Thankfully chemistry was my first love, so I'm not COMPLETELY out of my depth. At least stuff like gas chromatography and fatty acids... i know what those are. Its very small, simple things that I know, but at least its like a comfort zone. A little bit of straw that i grab onto to assure that I don't drown in the sea of knowledge that sort of thing.

Anyway yes... back to the fics...

I wrote my first proper Juntoshi! Actually I was surprised that it was my first. Always thought I'd written one already or something... only realised when i was selecting tags that i DID NOT have a juntoshi tag. I was like... 'what? seriously?' And then I checked my writer tag in rainbow filling and was surprised to see that I have 4 tags already, including my latest. Somehow I thought once more that I had only 3, including my latest. Not bad. Just one more and I'd have a bingo haha. But then I actually have TWO half written rainbow fillings sitting in my evernote. Looking through my notes... i really need to be more detailed when writing down fic ideas... i have some fic ideas written down, but i've completely forgotten what I'd originally wanted to write :( So all i have is something like 'Water bottle - Ohba' Which isnt very helpful. Oh wow wait. Now that i've type it out, i actually REMEMBER what i wanted to write. Gosh now if only I can remember the ideas for all the rest of the stuff i've written... Like 'Singapore - Ohba or Junba?' Ok, no luck this time. Still clueless as to what idea struck me last time. Bleah. Oh wells, I have too many half written fics to finish first anyway.

Been getting rashes on my leg. Probably because the stocking thing i wear to prevent my feet from swelling up so much gets too tight during work or something. But it itches like hell and really sucks. Tried applying a couple of different creams and it doesn’t really help. And its getting worst, pretty much the whole area around the wounds are covered in rash now. Arghs. Idk if my feet will be alright if i don't put on the stocking at work. Because I can elevate my feet all the time at home so it doesn’t really swell, but I can't do that in the office. Maybe I'll try and see, and just bring along my stocking in case. Not sure if that'll really help with the itch though since it still itches like hell now and i've not worn the stocking since noon yesterday. Arghs. Its starting to make me doubt if i can cope with walking w/o crutches in a week... but somehow its always like this... my leg feels better when I'm wearing shoes, or even sandals. But at home it just feels bad and weird when I try putting weight on it. Hmphs. Been trying to put weight on my right leg at work though, and I realised that my balance is completely gone. I cannot stand on my right leg (no crutches etc) for like... more than a sec because I can't balance. Whether it is out of fear or w/e idk. And been trying to get my right leg to remember how to walk, but it still feels very unnatural and weird. Very awkward. Like should I bend my knee? How do I push my feet off the ground...? All that used to come naturally now has to be thought through carefully.... sigh.
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2013-09-19 10:01 pm
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it’s a happy happy day!

Yes... this afternoon, i finally got a reply from the HR. Offer of employment!!!!!!!!!! yayyyyyyyyyyyy! happy happy day! all i have to do now is...
1) read, print, fill up, scan, and email back the forms
2) go for a medical check up and pass the check up
3) decide on the date that i'll start on my new job... and resign from my current job

that's it!

yup, it’s a happy happy day! finally, the list of good news is completed.

2.5k... the amt i asked for... not very high but it’s a perfectly reasonable request, and its on par with the average market rate... and i have stuff like medical benefits, medical leave, 21 days of annual leave... compared the the absolute bare minimum of 7 days annual leave that i have currently. a whole world of difference really. structure and order VS disorder and chaos.

what i can't stand abt my current boss is... quite a few things...

one of the worst would have to be the blame game that she likes to play. blaming us for things that we carried out under her orders. or worst still, things that she did herself. its not like she stands to benefit from any of that, now like i'll end up getting fired and she will save her own ass as is the case in other companies or institutes. its HER own company for goodness sake. and she doesn’t want to take up responsibility for her own actions.

and her lack of business sense... she is just playing pretend, pretending to do business, pretending to be an entrepreneur. she can't even estimate the profit margins properly when she charged the client for a particular study... so many steps and common sense things that she cannot get right and then when it didn’t go well, she pushes the blame to us. how convenient it is to forget that she was the one who 'planned' and did those things in the first place. we were merely her followers, her slaves... oh well. whatever that suits her.

now even the students are afraid of asking her anything. so much so for all her talks about 'clarifying if in doubt', or 'seeking help from seniors and mentors'. because she still has not hired any staff since the last phd guy left, I'm like the only scientific staff on board now, and since I'm but a fresh grad with a mere degree, my knowledge is pretty limited and there's a lot of things in the student Final Year projects that i have no idea about. So who else can the students ask but my boss? So they asked her and... immediately got a terrible scolding about how they shd read up on their own, how they've not even gotten the 1st part right and already thinking abt the next part (so much so for all her talk about planning ahead), blah blah blah blah blah....

really. pathetic. the way she treats the students as her slaves. the students are like... the only reason why i still go for work kinda thing. the students are really gonna suffer when I'm gone. she says I'm not supposed to do planning for the students. oh so? who plans? she? yeah right. she just shoots of whatever idea she has in mind (and she changes her mind multiple times a day)... feasibility? she doesn’t give a shit about it. she wants the students to do like 3 cells lines each, and a ton of stuff... and with much thanks to her dragging, its almost 2 months into the term and the students have barely started their project proper. so yeah, i was telling the students which parts of the project seems more feasible, which parts they could probably finish before their term ends, and which parts to do so that they will have enough to write up their thesis. really, they have to protect themselves against this Dr. that has no concerns over their welfare whatsoever. it’s a hell lot different from the few profs i've met, they are actually concerned over their fyp students, whether the project will be good, whether they will learn stuff, whether they can get an A... pfft. none of that in my boss' mind at all. I'm the one who had to sit down and tell the students what they shd do and what they CAN do with their limited time. or how to tweak things such that it CAN be done. they don't have much time really... just till ard march next year PLUS they still have classes, so they're not here on a full time basis. just their luck that they chose such a horrid prof.

on a separate note. my dad says he'll pay for my new phone for the last time. yay! well tbh i was prepared to pay for my own phone, AND one for my sis too... but if he offers... :P but i'll be sure to repay the $ back to my family one way or another. ah i still have not treated my family to a meal yet ><

but yup, with my dad's bless, i'll be getting an iphone 5s, 64GB WHOOOOHOOO!!!! YESH YESH YESH! I was debating 32 or 64, but i dad decided it for us. but yeah its true, i used my 3gs for 3 years, and i'll stick with the 5s or at least 2 years - the contract is 2 years anyway... so i guess it'll be worth the buck? its freaking expensive in sg tho. the 16gb iphone 5s is like 500++ with 2 years plan. compared to $199 in US. what a ripoff sheesh! those telcos are too much! >< over 800 bucks for the 64gb version... freaking expensive! looking forward to iOS 7 though! and a properly working phone that wont take like 1 min to take a photo haha.

gonna help my dad with his iOS upgrade now. hopefully they wont complain abt the mem space by upgrading through itunes. he tried to do it from the iphone itself, but it complained of not having the 3+gb needed to download the iOS :P

alrights. enough ranting for now. i'll try and work on the fics now that i've confirmed my new job. well almost confirmed? really don't think the medical would be a problem tho.
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2013-09-16 01:07 pm
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And so the good news is...

Kagi heya will be getting an SP!!! hurrah! its bout time that drama gets an SP really...

i mean come on! such high ratings, sweeping so many awards... yes it deserves an SP.

I mean like... just set it somewhere before the last episode so as not to destroy the wonderful ending? :P

yeah, that's the part I'm most curious about, how and when the SP will be set...

sigh.

i hate mondays.

another torturous day at work.

i hope i can hear good news from the HR soon... like confirming my hire or something... not something vague like requesting for more information... arghs really really hope it'll turn out the right way. not like how things went with IBN... how i had so much hope but it all came down to nothing. please let it be good news this time?

yes, I'm that desperate to get out of my job atm. very very desperate.

ah yes. in other gaming related news. i got selected to play in KMST! That's Korean Maple Story Test server. And i was lucky enough to get in... (it’s a lucky draw kind of thing to play in the test server). Definitely looking forward to testing out all sorts of characters there... i mean, its got a 10x exp rate, and higher drop rate... and you get to try out all the new features before anyone else... what's there not to like? ok. the term lasts till 13th Dec... after that a new term will start and you have to ballot again... but still, it'll be enough time for me to try quite a lot of things I'm sure.

sigh. so much good news... but I'm still waiting for the most impt piece of good news to arrive.
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2013-09-14 12:00 am
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Some updates...

okays.

so some updates... (not in chronological order)

1) nazodi movie SP... i watched the 2nd episode on channel U... a few weeks back? and boy it was hilarious... i absolutely loved how they linked all the small bits to the movie... was a fantastic movie promotion IMO

2) job interview/search... so i went for the 2nd interview like last week... and it seems pretty good... only 'negative' thing was they told me at the end that they had another candidate... ><

but...

this morning i got an email form the HR asking for a soft copy of my ID...

that's... a good thing right?

I mean... why would they ask for the ID just to say 'sorry but we are not hiring you'?

no other info given, just asked for my ID, which i gave... crossing my fingers and hoping for the best...

3) i signed up for JLPT level N4 on tuesday. Cos my sis signed up for it... and i missed the online registration deadline... i was pondering to go down to register for it or not... when on Tuesday my boss asked me to go for this workshop in her place... and guess what? the location was just beside the JPLT registration place... so yup, no more hesitations... i just signed up for the test... 1st of Dec. now i just need to find some time to study. >< Paid $57 bucks for it so i'd better do well... (extra $2 for the hard copy consent form :(, next time i gotta register online)

4) still not started writing my fics yet... just got a lovely idea... but its kinda for ohmiya rather than the two yama stories i'm supposed to write... dang >< maybe i can tweak it around a little...? :P
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2013-04-17 08:52 pm
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like a drug

been watching running man like crazy lately, and i can't deny the fact that I'm liking k-culture more and more. at least i don't out right hate it like i do last time ok? i wont say that I'm into any of the singers though... but at least i don't hate it so much now.

yeah... been watching it like crazy. ahhhh i really have no idea what exactly caused me to not get the job... but its all over now. emails my old boss and he agreed to be my referee... but still it seems really bleak for me... getting a research related position that is. ahhhhhh T.T

what else can i do? i really don't know! T.T

it’s a sad sad day. i think in the end i'll just... give up and go back to sch to learn to be a teacher. and go into teacher. haiz. don't like it but... what else can i do? sent in applications to the zoo etc... not sure if I'd get any of the jobs. arghsssss

so desperate.

alternatively. i can go teach tuition.

so kazoku game is starting today. private tutors ahhhhh... its actually good $$$ in sg... once you've got urself established that is. well well... read a little abt the show but have not watched any of the CMs or promos or news... not much mood to watch arashi stuff recently. its just that same old cold, sick, heaviness in my heart all the time. frustration and all. so tired, so tired of it all. why didn’t i go somewhere for my fyp where they'll actually hire me? gosh. it just plain sucks. i just plain suck. if my results were better it might not have been so hard. but ahhh all too late now. lost all motivation to study so long ago in jc. sighz. not easy to get a science related job eh?

so yes... no motivation to watch any j-related stuff... so for those looking forward to read my picaru reviews, you gotta wait a bit. quite a bit maybe. ahhhh there was sho's one too right? not watched it either. and platinum data is coming to sg on the 23rd of may. shall watch it in the cinema... looking forward to it. i wonder if nazodi will come to sg... i really hope it'll come! that's all for my incoherant chatter today. peace out!
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2013-04-11 11:28 am
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running man gone!

edit: ah it seems like i was mistaken. the blog add changed w/o warning... glad that at least the blog wasnt taken down... or so i hope.

I'm not a fan of kpop, or kdramas... but i have to admit that running man was funny/interesting enough to attract me... and i've been watching a few episodes here and there, alone or with my parents on the tv (connected to my mum's lappy). So it came as quite a big shock to me when i went to the usual running man blog with all the subbed episode listings and found the entire blog taken down. Like wtf? since when did korea give so much shit about copy right stuff??? My sis said the blog was still up the day before, but many youtube videos were taken down already... indeed a search on google revealed loads of deleted youtube videos... and many more entries like this:

In response to a complaint we received under the US Digital Millennium Copyright Act, we have removed 27 result(s) from this page. If you wish, you may read the DMCA complaint that caused the removal(s) at ChillingEffects.org.

WTF? Is korea going the way of JE? Or did some US company buy the rights to show running man and started blocking the whole world's videos??? idk... but seriously? Running man would NEVER have gained such fame if it was like JE from the start, every single video taken off youtube within hours if not days. i sure hope they don't do that... after all isnt getting as much audience as possible their goal from the start? i thought that was always their goal... get as many ppl to watch or listen to their idols, dramas, shows, watever... i can't tell if this is a singular incident - the blog being taken down... or if watching running man is going to become much harder in the future... i hope it wont be though. it’s the main reason why I'm not hating kpop/kculture as much as i used to be. it'll be such a waste its gone (from the Internet)

started on this train of thought because [livejournal.com profile] nekobot01 shared an article about how aiba's mum is being forced to take down all the fanmade stuff in the family restaurant. i hope is article is a fake, but yet i think it is something that JE would have done. Gaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh. I heard that even fanfic writers are scared of JE and locking their blogs with passwords and all. Yes i've seen a blog locked with password... but since my japanese is so fail i didn’t venture to read on :X I'm glad that they long tentacles have not reached the english fanfic community, and i sure hope it stays that way. It... sucks. All these fanmade stuff... its an expression of love, dedication etc to the idol... and what are idols w/o fans? nothing! You need fans to listen to their songs, watch their tv shows, buy their concert tickets and watch the concerts, buy their CDs and DVDs... gosh JE why must you do this? As if shutting your boys in japan only isnt enough? Yes your CD sales keep going up and up. But there's a limit to the number of new fans you can garner in japan, and there's a limit to how many copies of the same cd/dvd an existing fan can buy... especially when you come up with more and more versions of the same single... gah enough ranting now. peace and out!
coolohoh: Biohazard (Default)
2013-03-30 08:21 pm
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Breathless

Yes the dance makes me breathless... love the song, love the dance... ah just perfect...! hmm i shd go take photos of all the goodies that my sis n parents got back from taiwan... but I'm feeling like such a lazy pig now. there's this blue bracelet thing that looks really pretty, and feels really nice to wear. the only flaw is that... well it’s a leather strip, and the shop allows you to customise the thing by pressing your name/whatever into the leather... and of cos they spelled my name... but i don't really like the idea of announcing my name to the whole world very much :( still wore it out today though and its really really comfy.

hmm. two hours b4 my cwkpq run. maybe i shd go train my merc a little. ah sorry for all the gaming related talk here ne? these days i've all but retreated to the relative safety of lj. safe in the assumed anonymity and obscurity. got an official letter in the mailbox the other day about my resignation. says the company will send me a statement of accounts and all that... I'd owe like 100+ bucks for the RNF code thing... that i'll probably have to pay up... but no, not the 400 bucks.

Anyways... interview on Monday. i have really no idea how to prepare for it and all... ahhhh. but this first round will be fine. it'd be with my old boss and he gave his word that he'll take me in, and I'm pretty sure he wont go back on his words. ahhhh i can't wait to get back in the labs again. fearful yet definitely looking forward to it. I'm just worried that the boss who wants me to pay $$$ will give me trouble and jeopardize my chances of getting hired. although i really can't see the basis of him making me pay up. its like he refuses to get anything written down either, like as if its illegal for him to ask for the $$ too? idk. i just don't like the way he does things. ah i wish i can just declare the matter over and down with. interview with kuri on Monday lalala.... i can't wait. no i don't know if I'm looking forward to it or not. yes even tho i shd cruise through, I'm still worried...

my sis has gotten a uni interview too... next sat for her... i hope she'll get it... smu bussiness.
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t ah yes... ibn is pretty quick once things started moving. was on like wedn when they received all my recommendation letters and stuff and then the interview is scheduled for next Monday. i wonder when the 2nd interview will be. ah worried worried worried. ah Monday will be a test of how well i carried myself during all my internships. how much i've impressed upon them and such... or maybe to my boss that phase was long over when i met up with him the other day. i don't know... but I'm damn worried about the one with the director. the 2nd interview i mean. cos normally they take ppl with 2nd upper hons and 1st class only... and me and my pathetic results that got me 2nd lower. haiz. hope that the fact that I'm from her alumni and having done interns there so many times will be enough to get me thru. worried worried worried worried. ah i shd just give up and go play maple. plunge myself into playing mindlessly...
coolohoh: Biohazard (Default)
2013-03-06 10:42 pm
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the seed of doubt and love grows and grows

i feel accomplished today.

let's see what i did...

training today was... ok... well they all commented on my low activity at work. which was of cos true. i don't even want to continue working on this anymore after all -.-'''

then i went off to hide myself in the library. i brought my comp out today and changed to a shoulder bag? and gosh that thing almost killed me. my shoulder hurts so badly and I'm positive if i had to haul that bag any longer blisters are going to develop on my thumb (used my thumb to hold the bag in place, and ease the pain of the straps cutting into my shoulders - yes i have sloping shoulders that'll rival those of sho's) yeah. what did i have in my bag? file with all my pamphlets and work related stuff. water bottle (at least half a kg). Macbook pro. iPhone charge. Macbook pro charger. other miscellanous. and those paper stuff i was carrying about is seriously very heavy. i think the whole she-bang was like 5 or 6kg. ouch. i swear I'm never ever going to bring that kind of bag to work again. i'll stick with my usual backpack... even though the current one I'm using is kinda small. gosh that was pretty torturous.

but yes... my friend sent me three journal papers early this morning, and i read them during lunch. then i applied for all the job positions i qualified for at a*star. next i can look at nus, ntu and gov jobs i guess. also checked out jobstreet - nothing much new there to apply for but i did apply for two more jobs anyway. i can't say enough how much i want that ibn job now. especially after reading the papers and remember all the stuff i did and learnt there. as i was reading i was automatically analyzing the paper. from the writing style to the scientific thinking and process... bleah so much so for me trying to deny myself from science. i guess it just doesn’t work that way for me.

then after that i was bored... and so i finished a rainbow fic! well i think i need to edit it a little though... initially intended it to be a free square, but at the last minute decided to throw one of the prompts in AND split the thing into two to use up two prompts. lol. ok part 2 is still unwritten... but I'm certain of being able to at least post one rainbow fic this month *hehe*

went out to meet my friend tonight. and it turned out... fruitless in the sense that i didn’t managed to get her to do the fhr for me. haiz. i really can't do this job properly anymore. i can't bring myself to do the presentation and convince ppl to buy insurance when I'm gonna leave the industry by hopefully next month, latest by end of next month. I'm not sure when hr will contact me bleah. but then kuri's current lab officer is leaving end mar, so by right he wouldn’t want the position to be left open for too long, if at all... isnt it? i just hope that when they contact me the interview wont be in the morning. because i'll have to find some excuse why I'm not there for training in the morning yeah... sucks haiz. yeah my current boss in really strict on being punctual for training and all. hopefully hr contacts me next week or something. idk. man i owe my friend a lot for helping me through all this, finding and downloading the papers, reading my resume... even though i know her own research is really tiring... and everyone else too, whom i talked to and encouraged me... even u guys who left me comments. i really can't wait to get the job at ibn. i WANT it and i WILL impress the director at the interview. there's  no other way. failure isnt an option.

自分の夢は自分の手て掴む、これしかないです。