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like a drug
been watching running man like crazy lately, and i can't deny the fact that I'm liking k-culture more and more. at least i don't out right hate it like i do last time ok? i wont say that I'm into any of the singers though... but at least i don't hate it so much now.
yeah... been watching it like crazy. ahhhh i really have no idea what exactly caused me to not get the job... but its all over now. emails my old boss and he agreed to be my referee... but still it seems really bleak for me... getting a research related position that is. ahhhhhh T.T
what else can i do? i really don't know! T.T
it’s a sad sad day. i think in the end i'll just... give up and go back to sch to learn to be a teacher. and go into teacher. haiz. don't like it but... what else can i do? sent in applications to the zoo etc... not sure if I'd get any of the jobs. arghsssss
so desperate.
alternatively. i can go teach tuition.
so kazoku game is starting today. private tutors ahhhhh... its actually good $$$ in sg... once you've got urself established that is. well well... read a little abt the show but have not watched any of the CMs or promos or news... not much mood to watch arashi stuff recently. its just that same old cold, sick, heaviness in my heart all the time. frustration and all. so tired, so tired of it all. why didn’t i go somewhere for my fyp where they'll actually hire me? gosh. it just plain sucks. i just plain suck. if my results were better it might not have been so hard. but ahhh all too late now. lost all motivation to study so long ago in jc. sighz. not easy to get a science related job eh?
so yes... no motivation to watch any j-related stuff... so for those looking forward to read my picaru reviews, you gotta wait a bit. quite a bit maybe. ahhhh there was sho's one too right? not watched it either. and platinum data is coming to sg on the 23rd of may. shall watch it in the cinema... looking forward to it. i wonder if nazodi will come to sg... i really hope it'll come! that's all for my incoherant chatter today. peace out!
yeah... been watching it like crazy. ahhhh i really have no idea what exactly caused me to not get the job... but its all over now. emails my old boss and he agreed to be my referee... but still it seems really bleak for me... getting a research related position that is. ahhhhhh T.T
what else can i do? i really don't know! T.T
it’s a sad sad day. i think in the end i'll just... give up and go back to sch to learn to be a teacher. and go into teacher. haiz. don't like it but... what else can i do? sent in applications to the zoo etc... not sure if I'd get any of the jobs. arghsssss
so desperate.
alternatively. i can go teach tuition.
so kazoku game is starting today. private tutors ahhhhh... its actually good $$$ in sg... once you've got urself established that is. well well... read a little abt the show but have not watched any of the CMs or promos or news... not much mood to watch arashi stuff recently. its just that same old cold, sick, heaviness in my heart all the time. frustration and all. so tired, so tired of it all. why didn’t i go somewhere for my fyp where they'll actually hire me? gosh. it just plain sucks. i just plain suck. if my results were better it might not have been so hard. but ahhh all too late now. lost all motivation to study so long ago in jc. sighz. not easy to get a science related job eh?
so yes... no motivation to watch any j-related stuff... so for those looking forward to read my picaru reviews, you gotta wait a bit. quite a bit maybe. ahhhh there was sho's one too right? not watched it either. and platinum data is coming to sg on the 23rd of may. shall watch it in the cinema... looking forward to it. i wonder if nazodi will come to sg... i really hope it'll come! that's all for my incoherant chatter today. peace out!